Why?

School is going to reopen in around 1 week..

And I haven't finish all my homework yet..Still gt a lot to do..
Still hanging and stucked ..
I was striving day and night..
Seeking for the solutions of those crazy homework..
Seeking for classmates and friends to help me..


Bt.. guest what..
after 39 out of 47 days of year-end school break, I still came out with nothing..
I knew I shouldn't count on those "Friends"I should strive all by my own..
The is the reality of the cruel life..
No one would save and give a hand on you..
Unless those Stupid ones..
Like what I am..
I thought I was the one who sacrifies lots for my "Friends"
No matter in the form of money, help to complete their work, giving them advices...
I did that...
But in the end,I got nothing..
I knew..
it is impossible for us to get back what we had gave before..
But what I mean here is..
Why is tis world full of sadness..
I can't fell the warmth and the happiness that i used to feel it before..
Why is everyone so mean??
Where are te love and caring among human beings?
I thought being a human we should be gracious, respectful and grateful?
Sometimes I really hope I am in a dream..
In a nightmare...
I hope I m nt in this cruel world..



Some said that I myself didn't show or give lots of love and caring and those good values to people around me...


May be...
May be I really didn't sacrify much for them..
Or to them is not enough yet..
Only after I sacrify till my last breath only that counts as "enough"

Ya..
May be thats the truth...
The truth of these cruel world...