EMO...

huh... Ika these days veli veli stress... cnt sleep for so many days.... Ish... did I get insomia... lol..
haiz... next week is my Lower Six final exam le... but I still havent start revising..akai..how am I going to maintain my position in my class.. I dun wan to drop.. I wan to study..bt where is my heart.. Everyday I'm only thinking of going here and there to play... never think bout my studies...I dun wan the same incident happened to me early of this month repeated again next year... I dun wan to get poor results again next year... NO... I dun wan... 2mr is my school Prize Giving Day... and many of my friends are getting prizes for their academic... especially for the SPM results... the requirement is actually veli low... 5A1 and above will sure get it... Bt I only get 4A1 where gt wor... haiz... I only get a prize for my KK... bt none for my academic... huh... Y am I so useless... I cnt manage a single thing well... NOT A SINGLE ONE... no wander no one call me for a interview lo.. may be they cn judge me through my name nia lo... == haiz... wad is the use of me in this earth? am I just a rubbish...that couldn't be recycle..