Freaking out!!

i am sad.. emo.. tired.. anxious.. dissapointed.. not satisfied..

SHIT!! wad the hell is this country is.. everything that i apply neva give me an interview d...

HELL!! DAMN IT!!

the year before i apply matrix they say, matrix are for those who are poor or moderate in academic.. then i apply for it..

Then after i apply it, suddenly say is for those who are excellent in academic..

WTF!! so then i apply for maktab..

if they say chinese ppl will be tuff to apply maktab without BC..

okay! fair enough! then y there are some ppl who are applying d same course with me.. n they oso din gt bc, their results are poorer then me.. they dun have good KK marks... they dun have any music course certificates either..

BUT Y THEY CN GET IT??????
this year even worst!! maktab jun intake is 50% male n 50% female...

WOW!! SATU MALAYSIA konon!! the gov is not only RACIST BUT ALSO SEXIST!!!

well done for those super actor and actress!!!!!you are a professional in these type of drama.. nice drama!!! PISS ON YOU!! n I AM TOTALLY SHAME ON YOU!! YOU ARE ALL FAKE!!!



well, fine then, thanks to the gov too for reminding me that i am staying on d wrong land.. i belong to no wan!! hell.. i will rather be at noway, bt not here!! no on these island that is full of STUPID, IDIOTS FOOLS!! BASTARD!!